do you ever get the feeling that the clock is taunting you..
sinasadyang bagalan kasi alam na inaantay mo sya
i have this weird feeling right now..
parang, something bad is gonna happen or may nakakabadtrip na balita akong maririnig anytime soon
ewan basta badvibes..

i just dont know what i want sometimes..
napaka-meaningless minsan ng araw araw na buhay dito sa amerika eh
i know never ending bitching about the states..
i like it in a way pero parang i like it for the superficial reasons
i've never felt na i belong here..

madrama pakinggan i know. .
pero tangina im just fucking irritated at the way im living my life right now..
sobrang dami kong na imagine na i'd be doing..
lots of significant things..
im just scared im gonna get sucked into this zombie lifestyle..
that's why everyday i need to remind myself to not give in..